Always loved Easter...dozens of eggs were colored, and dozens more egg and bunny shaped cookies were frosted in pink, yellow, lavender and green frosting by eager little hands. Meanwhile, chocolate bunnies seems to procreate as we molded and decorated them. Then plates piled high with Easter goodies were shared with friends up and down Berkshire Rd. As we bought new dresses and bonnets, I taught the girls that this was the most important holy holiday of our year...death had been conquered and we could have hope. And then came Monday and the egg salad...seemed like pounds of it.
I miss egg salad sandwiches and all that went with it...every good thing.
Was invited by some friends from church to have dinner and then another for supper. Kind of ate my way through the day. They are really lovely people...and yet being thankful and "doing the next thing" were more "work" than usual. Bruce and I had a good talk...what a gift he is.
Inside...I wanted to scream and yell......."I want MY life back"...and then late last night...the answer came quietly in that still small voice.... "What I gave you was a gift...a beautiful gift for a season. What I want you to do is live and give and celebrate TODAY. Be Thankful...Trust Me."
I got it...
Did rule #1... The Next Thing...all day.
Messed up rule #2...Run to gratitude...
When will I learn...it's so hard not to be selfish (the new word..."controlling"...simply defined as...I want what I want when I want it.)
Please keep the kids in your prayers...they are working really hard...and not enough time off.
Hope you had a great weekend.
Much love...(forever the student),
Sue